Sanagi 蛹

Sanagi
Vocals: Suga Shikao
Lyrics: Suga Shikao
Composition: Suga Shikao

karada no usui nenmaku wo chosetsu
BETA BETA to sawarareru you na
anata no sono mushinkei na yubi mo
ZOKUZOKU shite kirai jyanakatta

demo itsudatte anata tokitara
houtteoku to usobakari
watashi no koto wo baka dato
hajime kara omotteita kuse ni...

konna hi ga kuru to
omoi mo shinakatta kedo
mada soko ni anata ga
iru kehai suru kanjiru no

anata ga inakunatte kara mou zutto
karada wa SANAGI iro ni natte kawaite
fuyu no samui heya de umarekawaru no
marude sore wa utsukushii chou mitai ni

mada nureteiru sono hane wo
dare ka ni dame ni sarenai youni
sukoshizutsu hiraiteiku no
sora wo tobu YUME wo mite...

sonna hi ga fui ni
yatte kuru no datoshitara
sono hane de doko e
tonde ikeba ii kashira

kachiku ni namae ga nai youni
anata no namae wo wasurete shimau no
omoidashite naite shimau yorimo
anata jitai wo keshite shimau no

sonna hi ga itsuka yatte kuru no deshou ka
anata to no hibi ga mou yurusareru no deshou ka
sonna hi ga itsuka yatte kuru no deshou ka
subarashii hibi ga itsu no hi ka...


体の薄い粘膜を直接
ベタベタと触られるような
あなたのその無神経な指も
ゾクゾクして嫌いじゃなかった

でもいつだってあなたときたら
放っておくと嘘ばかり
私のことお馬鹿だと
始めから思っていたくせに

こんあ日が来ると
思いもうしなかったけど
まだそこにあなたが
いる気配する感じるの

あなたがいなくなってからもうずっと
体の蛹色になって渇いて冬の寒い
部屋で生まれ変わるの
まるでそれは美しい蝶みたいに

まだ濡れてうるその羽を
誰かに駄目にされないように
少しずつ開いていくの
空を飛ぶ夢を見て

そんな日が不意に
やってくるのだとしたら
その羽でどこへ
飛んでいけばいいかしら？

家畜に名前がないように
あなたの名前を忘れてしまうの
思い出して泣いてしまうよりも
あなた自体を消してしまうの

そんあ日がいつか
やって来るのでしょうか？
あなたとの日々が
もう許されるのでしょうか？
素晴らしい日々がいつの日か

As if you can directly and clingingly touch my body's thin mucous membrane
Those insensitive fingers of yours didn't shudder and hate me
But whenever it came to you, you'd leave me behind and give nothing but lies
From the start, you made a habit out of thinking that I'm a fool...

I didn't think that a day like this would come
But I still feel your presence over there

After you left, my body has already since then turned chrysalis-colored and dried out
I'll be reborn in the cold room of winter, just like a beautiful butterfly
Those wings are still wet, so that I won't be made useless by someone else
I'll open them little by little, dreaming about flying in the sky...

If a day like that suddenly came about
I wonder, then to where should I fly with those wings?

Like how livestock don't have names, I'll forget your name
Rather than remembering you and crying, I'll erase you entirely

Will a day like that come about someday?
Are the days with you already forgiven?
Will a day like that come about someday?
The splendid days will be someday...